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What SOCIAL MEDIA teaches us

Too much exposure to socmed won't do you any good. As what others often say, anything that's too much is DANGEROUS. I am proud to say that I belong to the GEN-X who are believed to be resourceful, independent and we know how to work hard and yet play harder.   Well apparently, there are some who belongs to our generation who are so much consumed with socmed but there are still those, just like me, who would rather take a nap rather than browse anything and everything on the net.  I'm an introvert that is why I prefer blogging over vlogging. I value my privacy so much that I opted not to post regularly on facebook, instagram etc. Enough of my explanation, though. I just want to share some insights on the negative effects of socmed.   Think before you click, that's what you often hear but come to think of it. A lot often forget to think before they click. I have read a lot of offensive words, nasty comments and uncalled for statements written by other people. It...
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Weight Loss Journey

With the weight that I am in, I know that I am not on the average frame. I am 5'4" and my weight is over 60 kilos. Last night, while playing mobile games with my kid, i looked at my tummy and it is as if it's getting bigger and bulgier every single day. Blame it on carbs. I know that I shouldn't be munching on food at past 10pm but who am I to resist. Travelling from work to our house for more than 2 hours gets the better of me. I always end up having late dinners on weekdays. This 2019, I already promised myself that I will shed out pounds, not just to look good but to be healthy. That's my primary goal. Having a 6 year old son would mean that I have to live longer and healthier if I want to witness him graduate from college, get married and have kids. I know, I have already bought oatmeals and tea for my diet plan but until now, it's still sitting in the pantry feeling useless. Last night was a realization. I have to keep moving. Change my lifestyle, ...

19th of May

Eight years and I can still feel the pain. I'd have to say that I have already moved on with my life but just getting used to the pain. I just didn't lose a mother but a best friend. She was there whenever I needed someone to hold on to. She witnessed a lot of heartaches that I have been through. She was also there when I was so optimistic about my relationships. She was always there whenever I am in love. Too bad, when I got pregnant, I had no one by my side. Few relatives helped me out but I was still longing for a mother at that time. I needed her by my side. But as she would always say, I am strong. Am I? *ingzee*

The one that got away...

Isn't  it obvious, A.R. will always be, and forever will be the one that got away.   I don't know but I just thought about him the other day. Maybe because I chanced upon his letters to me, his videos, his pictures.  He was so close to perfect. I will always have nice words for him even if he broke my heart. I just thought to myself, what if we ended up together? But on second thought, It would be impossible for me to end up with him. I am so immature and stubborn. He doesn't deserve me. He might be my soulmate, apparently, he was, he is and he will always be. Soulmates don't end up with each other, as they say. They have this connection  but it doesn't mean that they are meant to be. Maybe, in the next lifetime, we will meet again.  I'm still hopeful that after everything that I have been through in this lifetime, I still deserve to be happy.  Fingers crossed. *ingzee*  

Weekend to do's

I was feeling under the weather since monday. I had to rest for a day and reported for work again last tuesday. I can't say that I'm completely well as of this writing but I am getting better. I never took any medicine. Just vitamin C & zinc was enough for me, not to mention consuming a lot of veggies and fruits high in vitamin C. It's good that we have this compressed work week. That means more time not just for myself but for my 5 year old son. Plans this saturday would be going to the market early in the morning (minus my son, of course). I'm pretty sure he'll be up tomorrow at 9am. I didn't want to deprive him of sleep, better leave him in the house.  A pre-schooler that he is, he asks a lot of questions. Questions  that I can easily answer this time. Still wondering at what age will he be asking me weird questions. I'd have to admit that I am weird as ever but answering weird questions from a 5-year old would really test my intelligence, I guess...