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19th of May

Eight years and I can still feel the pain. I'd have to say that I have already moved on with my life but just getting used to the pain. I just didn't lose a mother but a best friend.

She was there whenever I needed someone to hold on to. She witnessed a lot of heartaches that I have been through. She was also there when I was so optimistic about my relationships. She was always there whenever I am in love.

Too bad, when I got pregnant, I had no one by my side. Few relatives helped me out but I was still longing for a mother at that time. I needed her by my side. But as she would always say, I am strong. Am I?

*ingzee*

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