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thinking things through

if there's one thing that i badly need now the most, well it's for me to soul search... i long wanted to get away from all the hustle and bustle in the metro. i want to redeem myself... i want to think things through... i want to get away from all the problems and most of all, i want to know who i really am and what i really intend to do with my life... at 30, i can only say so much... my life is just so boring... mundane indeed... a trip to tagaytay was my first option but i still had to consider a lot of factors... on where to stay, when to go there, how long will be my soul searching, what happens to my job, what happens when i come back... what if i make up my mind and make a sudden turn of events? what if i finally decide to migrate somewhere else and forget everything that had happened for the past seven years that i became independent... i don't know what my priorities will be after the much sought soul searching but i can only do so much... will i go for it or will i give up on the dream that i have long dreamt of... the decision is within me but i'm afraid that i'd end up with the wrong decision because i followed my brains over heart... it's killing me... will i ever consider working abroad AGAIN???

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