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hate it...

if there's a lot of people who can't fit to their busy schedule, there's still one heck of an insignificant naive creature who still doesn't have anything to do with her life! REGRETS.... last month, my two highschool friends e-mailed me to join them on two different hikes...coincidence or what? well at least, they're joining different groups!!! one's at pico de loro and the other one's at mt. daguldol...hiking is not really my thing but i always want to try different things...and hiking sounds fun, don't you think??? i didn't join either of the hikes not because it doesn't interest me at all.but i didn't join cause of my nasal infection...had antibiotics and had to take a lot of rest during the long weekend... i got sick and missed half of my life not being able to join either of the hikes that my friends told me about....don't you think life sucks sometimes???i was extremely well last saturday and sunday but i have nothing much to do! no invitation from friends, no out of town trips, no nothing....just stayed at home, read the book purpose driven life over and over again and felt as if the world has turned it's back on me!now thinking of my purpose in life... how i hate to be alone...makes me feel so left out, so insignificant and so devastated...

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