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why i clicked and blogged a year ago!

i've always loved blog hopping. in fact, there's quite a number of blogs that i often visit if time permits so...

so i told myself that i would someday create my own blog...

if i remember it correctly, it was 2007 when i created my first blog here in blogspot... it had my poems... i had to cancel it the moment i felt like my poems aren't worth reading... my poems were all full of anger, of hatred and so, i had to let go...

i also tried maintaining a multiply site and i already added some friends... i had to delete it once again because of the nasty comment from a fellow multiplier... commented that it was all my fault why i had to go through some terrible break-ups....

from then on, i felt like there's no need to create a blog when everything else that you have to say is anger!

but last year, i felt the need to blog once again after numerous attempts, for some obvious reasons... i just want to be heard... i want to be appreciated and i want to tell the world that i am in love...

right now, i don't want to say that i have fallen out of love... i am still inlove with the same person but things have been gotten out of hand lately...

lack of communication lead its way to suddenly drifting apart... after a year of fighting for the one i truly love and fighting for what i believe is right, i am hurting...

i don't know how to pick up the pieces... i don't know how to start all over again... it must have been hard to admit but i still love him despite and inspite of his bad judgement towards me..

i just hope that if it's not really meant to be, may God give me a sign...i'm not yet giving-up but i cannot do this alone...it takes two to tango, perhaps...

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