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126 pounds? not so me!!!

for months, i have been struggling to lose weight... i have tried laxatives... i have avoided eating rice... i have stayed away from red meat and carbonated drinks doesn't even exist in my vocabulary...

but did you know that the more i push myself hard to dieting, the more i gain weight... though a little bit hesitant, i confronted my weighing scale... and do you know what's so shocking? i now weigh a hundred and twenty six pounds.... just try to imagine that i don't have an ideal weight already...what happened? what went wrong? could have been the weighing scale but no, its not it...but it's me...

i still have to allow my weight issue to sink in my head... it's just so unbearable... i am so overweight and i wonder where all these mass came from.... i hate myself...

tomorrow, i promise myself not to eat anything...i'll fast for as long as i want and i'll fast as long as i can!!!!
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