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i don't know what to say...all i want is to just let it all out... i'm still hurting... and i still don't know how and why should i move on... i took chances... i sacrificed a lot for the relationship to last if not forever, but to last a lifetime... but now that it's all over, i can't help but think if it was all worth it... but thinking things through, it's not about how i have loved and how i've lost... what matters most is that i have loved unconditionally and if i'll look back at things, i'll be proud in saying that i did my part to save the relationship... but even a good fighter knows when to surrender... i'm not closing my doors but if the right time comes that p would realize that i have been telling the truth right from the start, i might as well forgive him with all those stupid accusations! but to start all over again, that, i still have to seek God's intervention...

i won't be changing my number... nothing's gonna change... it's just that he's no longer part of me... i still believe in fate... i still believe in destiny... but i no longer believe in love... and mind you, i will never ever fall in love again...

if there's only one person who knows me inside and out, it's no other than my mom... she loves me unconditionally... she understands me whole heartedly... she accepts me as me... and she trusts me with anything and everything... a lot of people will come in and out my life who may pretend to be with me no matter what... a lot of people will promise me a lifetime but none of them would even come close to what my mom can give me... and that's the love that only a mother can give...

kung noon, ang pamantayan sa pagpili ng makakasama sa buhay ay binabase sa panlabas na anyo, ngayon, kailangan ibase sa ganda ng ugali... bakit?dahil... noon ang ugali, nababago pero ang pagmumukha hindi na mababago ngayon ang ugali hindi na mababago pero ang pagmumukha pwedeng pwede ng mabago... lapit ka lang kay dr. calayan or kay dra. belo.... (^_*)